旧病复发

将进１８０天， 旧病复发了.

得好好照顾自己...

031208

Tired is the word for the day..

一瞬间

开心， 可以很简单。

开心与生气， 也可一发生在一瞬间..

月亮笑了！

第一次，看见月亮笑了！

好开心哦！

蓝天白云

最近的天空好蓝。

不知道有多少个人会好象我一样，总痴痴的喜欢望着那蓝蓝的天。

那大大的云朵，深深的把我给吸引着。

我的想象力丰富？小的可不觉得。

望着那朵朵大白云， 我就联想到卡通里的云朵， 什么都不重要了。。。

至少， 当时的我，好满足！

名信片

再多四天， 就是从台湾回来将近一个月的日子了。

我在淡水邮寄的名信片，不晓得什么时候回收到呢？

还是，寄失了？

忙..忙..忙..

今天好忙哦！

工作能如期完成吗？

加油！

061108

好想他。

讨厌

越来越讨厌他的所做所为。

累

这两晚，很快就很累。

原因？ 不晓得。

老了吗？ 累了吗？倦了吗？

Nikon D６0

昨天开始， 多了一个新宠儿， Nikon D６０。

它，将是记载我的故事， 我在地球上留下每一个脚印的新伴侣。

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泪洒满脸。

最后的要求，没有拒绝。

但， 什么时候回实现？

失眠。

近来，好几晚都没睡好。

半夜终总是醒来， 脑呆呆。然后就强迫自己再睡。

希望今晚不是失眠夜。

Tomorrow

What will happen tomorrow ? God knows...

中秋

中秋节，回家团圆。

好久好久都没有回家乡了。 这次中秋节回家乡，只少了弟弟。

原本驾爸爸的车回去，谁知道却不听话， 挨不到这么远。

晚上，却突然勾起了对他的思念。 好想发短讯给他。。最后，却提醒自己， 以没有这个需要了。。。。

到底，我在想什么。。。

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怎么搞的。。这几晚思绪有点乱。

偶然之间

前两天， 在偶然之间， 发现了她的照片。

我看了之后，很想发短讯給她。

整晚都辗转难眠。

想， 都是多余的...

I thought i can..

I thought i can.. but i still cannot. Y?

Him

Finally it's over.

I am still trying to understand my heart.

So afraid to meet him, talk to him and get closer to him. I can only text him.

Am i angry with him? No.

Am i still treating him as a friend? Trying to.

Have i forgive him ? Maybe

Should i tell him? Maybe NO..

30th Aug 2008

I am gladful that time has flies very fast..

Work is still piling up with more expectation. I am gladful that i still have someone who is always guiding me along.

I've been silently getting closer to this senior. Still got the strange feeling when meeting him, but i trust that we could be close friends. What i've heard before doesn't seem to be true after some chats. Well, different people think differently.

Time have finally reach and i gotta somehow make decision... Follow my mood? Follow my heart?

Ganbattene

I am glad that things are getting better now.

What heck? Life goes on..

Most important thing is, leave the past behind, move on with life. There are many things in front for us to explore...

Ganbattene ...

25th July

One good news and one bad news today.

Good news - Surprise + excited + little happy

Bad news - Surprise + shock + Sad

Good news will not last long, but it takes quite sometime to digest and understand..

24th July

It has been quite some time since i last share my thoughts, feeling.

It is no longer a big deal now. Sometimes i still think of what had happened, especially when i was taking my shower, washing my clothes.

It is really not easy to forget. I still remembered how sad i was when i saw the sms reply from a friend that comforts me. I finally burst out with blank thoughts, for no reason... He said that i could hit him if things never go better... I would not ...

Will time really tells ?

I am asking myself if i could really forgive and forget?

Should i be thankful? Gladful for this courage?

My heart tells me "Yes".

醒

终于松了一口气。

担子总算放下了。

不想再想太多。 不想再想过去的点点滴滴， 期望将来。

只知道， 在未来的日子，我想让生活冲充满色彩。

Health thoughts

Chester tendered her resignation. I don't have much comment. I fully understood what she has in her mind.

I used to Not agree with her decision. My perception changed when i saw how badly Jerry works and worrying about his health. There is nothing i can do except to keep reminding him to take his medicine and do his physiotheraphy. Hopefully, he is really getting better.

Money is not everything. To me, money cannot buy you happiness, laughters or most importantly , HEALTH.

My own health problem also worrying me last month. Luckily, i was referred to the another doctor and he diagnosed it correctly as the "gastric problem" instead of other problem. Thank God for that.

I still forget to eat medicine somedays. It is ok but i will try to remember. I would not want it to get worse. I will force myself to eat some snack.... :)

Should get some good sleep tonight ...

1st July

1st July, this marks the starting of my new chapter of 2008

孤独， 寂寞，思念

孤独， 寂寞，思念，是现在的心情。

Sick

Tired and gum pain ....

Better get some good sleep tonight...

No need to wake up in the midnight anymore to check out SMSs....

思念

现在的我，还是在想着他。

不知道现在的他，已经回到KL了吗。

我能坚持到底吗？

该怎么想家人说呢？

20th June 2008 - 新的开始

20th June 2008 - 新的开始

星期五

明天是星期五了， 也是分开的时候了。

分开一段时间， 给大家想清楚，也许会对大家好一点。

今晚会是失眠夜吗？

问题

经过一轮谈论后，咱们还是没有答案。

这一次，真的要想清楚，咱们要的是什么，追求的是什么。这几天，就得有个答案。

四年前的问题，四年后还是没有解决。

星期六约会

明天要记得打电话去预约。

否则，星期六的超音波测试就泡汤了。。

复诊也会随着泡汤..

健康，感情

在短短的两个星期内，发生了太多的事情，健康的，感情的。。

健康。
拿了报告，一切正常。但我知道，健康以亮起红灯。＂它＂不知道什么时候会来探访我。每每都令我很难受。感觉就好象有某些东西塞着我的喉咙， 吞也不是，呕也不是。白天， 下午，晚上，凌晨，我没法去预测＂它＂什么时候会来。只能以平常心情去看待。不生气，不激动，就还能好过些。

感情。
与他的感情到了冰点。回想起来，他没有说＂对不起＂。我还在问自己，是否能忘掉不愉快的，重新接受他?

未来的路，开不开心，掌握在自己的手中。

＂原谅与忘记＂。。我能做到吗？ 值得吗？

烦恼

头发开始长了， 烦恼也开始多了。

外表总得挺着是强的，但内心却很柔弱。

一箩箩的工作，期限很快就到了。

一箩箩的问题， 还没有找到答案。。。

2nd Jan 2008

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