Sunday 05082007

Was in TPM office this morning since 10am, wrapping up some work and came back to pack some of my stuffs.

Have been with this office with 5 years+2 months. Tomorrow onwards, i will be travelling to TTDI office to work. Worried of the jam, cannot wake up early, cannot make it to join the tuesday qi gong class.... A new role, a new working environtment, a new challenge.
I don't know how much i will miss my previous role & friends, but i know i need to move on and grow while opportunity comes.

I felt so tired...came home and found the clothes that i've washed still in the washing machine. controlling my temper... Unload them from the washing machine. I have been thinking lately...to get a property myself, to stay on my own, or with my bf. I have this feeling, very soon i will not be able to tolerate with my sibblings anymore. How could they be so selfish, so calculative?

Please do not go beyond my tolerance level...

三天两夜

星期天， 五点， 晴

刚从公司到家。真的累了！
上星期的新加坡行程，有着满肚子的气。三天的行程， 只用了短短的三小时（可能也没有）。
第一天，坐冷板凳一整天，也没学到什么东西。在等待之于，我只能靠想象力， 去筹备应有的报告。

第二天一早，问了一句，＂得空吗？＂，得到的答案是，＂我只有下班后才有时间。＂ 听了之后，非常愤怒, 我没再去找她。大概下午五点多，她才来找我。又给我几张报告。说了没几分钟，又跑开了。 就这样段段续续的，带过了。回到酒店，是十一点多。

第三天， 我没再去找她。 忙着筹备KPI Webpage。原因是，今天Manhattan卡 Trial Run。

午餐之前，有少许障碍. 吃了午餐，我赶捉住她，解释其余的报告。她又随便带过。还好有另一位 Manager 的解释，谜底才能揭开. 这时候, 其余的同事都已离开了，只省下我，做着最后的冲刺， 修改 Dashboard。下午三点四十五分，她突然说有报告要给我， 也需要解释给我听。＂妈的。。＂， 为什么不到最后一分钟，都不给我？"

等一切都搞定，已是五点二十五分。赶紧收拾了文件， 冲冲告迟，就离开了那大夏。

回到家，已是凌晨三十分。吃了快熟面，就倒头大睡了。。。。

接下来，还有好长的路。。。